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Ahhhh V-day
I will be spending it alone. As usual. And my tea party was a lovely idea. But reality sucks. *sigh* So valentines day alone. And. I need to paint. And i'm lonely today. i may have to go wake up melissa. Yep to wake her up. We are going a vampire hunting today. Meaning I have to find some clothes. ?I have a bit of a lead. Following up on it.God. ( Read more... ) -
Explanations about the next week of Strangeness
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People who should not even bother me with knocking
The reasons why you shouldn't come near me even when it's the morning ( Read more... ) -
Double r grr
Drinking the poison
World drops dead
Inside from the head
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Carnal lips kiss
Water burns the fire
Give me my desire
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Licking the poison
No drop left for me
No I can never without you be
123 123
Drinking the poison
World drops dead
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OMG
It is official I hate my mom. I hate her so much. She ruins everything. She doesn't even trust me at all. So see goes around looking at how long I was online. Well, what else am I to do? I'm so pissed. My day was great until she came home and ruined by being here. and her. I'm tired. I'm going to my room. I hate it here ( Read more... ) -
Coffee time bitches
I am actually going to clean. Making fresh coffee. Strong ass coffee. um can you say double fucking YUM. >.> So ran through sleep med detox. Think I may have most of it out of my system. Still a lagging. -.-zZ ( Read more... ) -
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my mom just stormed out of the house. Raving about what a failure I am for not making her dinner or cleaning. Why do I even bother anymore? Why am I siting here crying cause I'll I wanted was for her to love me. but, I can't have that. I feel so bad tonight. The morning was good but night is bad. i can't go on like this. Why is my life like this? ( Read more... ) -
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*closes eyes*
I'm not happy, I'm rather sad.
Night -
It's a "Rape Me" kind of day
At this moment I just want to feel... Anything that's real. *sigh ( Read more... ) -
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I'm getting back in bed and pretending like this morning hasn't happened yet. That I am not depressed so early in the morning. *lays head down on desk* I'm tired. Of everything. So let's pretend that am sleeping in someones arms safe and warm. But in reality it is way to cold, my stomach is going to be sick. And I'm sadder than I've been in a long ( Read more... )