It's been a while, no?

I would just like to document that tonight I am going to my first Survivors of Suicide Loss support group meeting, and I am going by myself, and I am very nervous.
It's only taken me eleven years to get to this point, but hey, you gotta start sometime right?

I got a tattoo today.
I got "ren." on the inside of my right wrist, which is half of my last name and means pure in Swedish. I went to Anubis Warpus on Haight and Ashbury, and my tattoo artist was a total hottie.
What a success.

I am in San Francisco, looking out the window from time to time to see the blinking lights of the Golden Gate Bridge, just to remind myself that I'm really here. Why? Why am I here? Because I live here. Yes, I do. But why? When I really stop to think about it, none of this seems real. I'm technically now a college dropout, working full time just to ( Read more... )

So, I don't know how many people read my livejournal, but I wanted to inform everyone that I made an AIM SN. It's mushab00m414. That's with zeros, not letters o's. And um, give me yours too?
-Courtney

After five years, today is my last session with Dr. Myers.
Tonight, fancy-pants going-away dinner at the Prado with Genna, Erin, Kirby, Chris, and Nicole.
I'm free this afternooon.
Hooray!

Hot town, summer in the city ( Read more... )

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i still don't feel quite at home in san diego, but i know i wouldn't in ventura either.

so what does that make me? homeless?

Listen to the wind blow, down comes the night ( Read more... )

I'm blonde again! Thanks D.r.

I leave tomorrow morning (3:45 AM) for my exotic tropical carribean cruise, so I will see you all in 12 days. I'll bring back some rocks from the aztec ruins and shit. Much love, keep the peace.