love.

its hours vs weeks on end and i can't win with either. the words i heard today give me the reassurance i needed... to know that if you wanted this- you'll be committed...but there's a difference between trusting you and being able to handle being away from you. i'm not so emotionally stable in the first place, i've never been...i guess it came with ( Read more... )

how the fuck could you do this to me? every word you're saying now couldn't be farther away from what i want to hear...which makes me think when this was easy and convenient you were just saying everything i wanted to hear. i don't want any part of this, what the fuck was i thinking in the first place. I'm not good at letting go and i'm definitely ( Read more... )

i'm falling for you. i don't know what i'm falling into...a deeper stage of like but thats okay with me. i kinda hope i fall in love with you though, because how crazy would it be for two people who don't believe in it at all to find it together? it would be epic. ...how utterly unrealistic. you know in the movies when someones unhappy and a little ( Read more... )

and you make everything seem so perfect, but you'd be the first to give it all up

that i love technology...wifi on trains was the best idea ever. i'll never be bored on a train again. i don't know why i'm so excited about this, yet i still am. okay i'm lame. BYEZZZ

and beautiful, i don't think you realize...that we're living our lives on false pretenses. that we're giving into something we don't really believe in. at least if we're going to do this, let's make it a little more convincing. because every word you spoke, i wasn't even listening. i'm just telling myself not to care so badly, so that when you ( Read more... )

she slept all day just to stay up all night to see the bright lights go by in the sky- because who would ever pass this by? so she sat in the cold for hours on end just waiting for the meteors to burn holes overhead...and when they arrived, she said shes never felt so alive. and she repeated over and over in her head- beauty like this should never ( Read more... )

i want to be the solution to your every flaw, the person that has all the qualities you want to possess...so that just maybe we can complete eachother. the person you know can give you a little strength, the one you think about when sleeping fails. i want you...completely vulnerable and willing to just give it a chance. forget about our pasts and ( Read more... )

observation #1
i didn't love you. i've been in love once, and it wasn't with you.