even though today and yesterday were really really really fun, like the most fun i've had in a while, i feel like i didn't have a weekend. and i really love my weekends. oh well. i just hope i make it through this week and get everything done.

life is very very very strange and quite chaotic.  something about that damn  bathtub. I'm going to miss it dearly if I leave it behind. I sit there for hours and hours and the most bizarre things come into my mind. Things that otherwise do not penetrate concious thought. Sometimes it's quite lovely, because the bathtub allows me to have things I ( Read more... )

i love it when sadness morphs into anger. makes me feel clean. and not so guilty. i have no reason to be ashamed.

WHY IS LIFE SO WEIRD ( Read more... )

note to self: no matter how much work you have, it's not wise to take a riddalin at 9:30 at night. it does not lead towards sleep ( Read more... )

kurt vonnegut died (thanks for posting it hillary, i don't know when i would've found out otherwise).

he's part of me. his books changed me and my life. i believe in god because of him. now i feel like i have a hole inside of me.

i will write because of him. we all owe it to him to save our world.

18 bitches!!!!

i'm beginning to think i worry far far too much. i think it's because my world is ending and it's ending so soon and i feel the desperate need for someone to cling to with all my heart. i feel silly.

it's an aching in my rib cage really. soon i will be all alone.

a few things ( Read more... )

so after thinking about virginity last night i had this terrible dream. i was in my middle school cafateria with the entirety of CSW. karl fisher was there, and he was like "i need to talk to everyone but the seniors, the seniors can go." but then the seniors were like "what are you telling the underclassmen that you can't tell us?" and then karl ( Read more... )