yesterday was a good day. i didn't talk to anyone on the phone. it has been a long time since i have done that. right now my head sounds very quiet. there is not much going on in it. it is peaceful. i like it. i don't feel like talking or listening. i just like dreaming about the day in the future that i will be in some other city with my daughter ( Read more... )

ha! hi ciera, i am learning a lot from you...but mostly just online jargon ( Read more... )

melanie and i had an amazing july 4th at the beach. the atlantic has never been so beautiful and it turned out to be the most perfect day. there were slurpees, a variety of vodka, and smokes. there were redneck florida beach boys hitting on us and plenty of surfers with no waves to ride. there was plenty of sun and few clouds and we have the ( Read more... )

i am very excited to be taking mia to auburn tomorrow. there seems to be a shit ton of stuff to do this weekend and coming week. mia is having a hard time adjusting to a new house in a new state and although i understand and try my best to be patient and understanding i am sometimes boiling just under the surface. i need this break. and maybe she ( Read more... )

i really have nothing to write but i am trying to stay consistent with this. i have been working for my parents a lot. it has it's good and bad points. overall i am totally stuck in the middle of all their arguments now and it's even resorted to them bringing me into it by saying things like, "do you see how s/he talks to me?" or "sierra, see what ( Read more... )

but i'm not sure how to make them visible on livejournal ( Read more... )

i can't upload any photos because they are too large i guess. my parents computer has a mind of it's own and because of this i a also not able to edit any photos. later on i plan on using the information super highway to find a proper photo. you know, one that is the right size ( Read more... )

this will not be profound or anything. i have never been able to keep a traditional journal. when i have tried, they haven't helped me at all and i usually only stick with it for days. after thinking about it though, i have decided it may be easier for me to keep a journal knowing that someone may actually be reading it. i know it sounds ( Read more... )