On the 12th...my first day in Wichita, I had to get enrolled for school. It was pretty much my last chance to do so. Tasha met me and mama their that morning at around ten o'clock and we walked around to all of the tables seeing old faces and having a pretty good time. Mom left, while Tash and I stayed to see if we could help out or something. ( Read more... )

A lot has happened. I am back from OKC. It's so strange to miss it so much. While I was there, I did miss home and my friends, but now that I'm back, something is missing. It's a different way of life over there. Everything about it...all that time with my sisters. Us being so dependant on eachother. Out life there revolved around what went ( Read more... )

This is not going to be a happy one. First of all...my journal with every poem I have ever written disappeared. Where it went, nobody knows. That notebook is my whole life written down on paper, and now it's gon...all of it. It wasn't in it's usual place so I just thought maybe someone was playing a joke on me. I tore the whole house apart...I ( Read more... )

I am so freaking home sick!! I want my cousin to leave just so I can go back to Oklahoma. Right now they are at the movies without me. It's not fair for them to have my father, my dog, my turtles, my tortoise, and my life while I am stuck here miserable and alone. Yes, I have my cousin...but he is driving me up a wall. I want Daniel to come ( Read more... )

Ahh! The 4th was great! But it didn't start that way. First of all, I was pretty depressed about spending my first fourth without my dad. I mean, there are few things that he and I have in common and blowing things up is definitely one of them. So it was mom, Dan(the asshole husband), Grandma, Aaron, Me, and Daniel(my bestest friend). Well, my ( Read more... )

Oh my Lord. Last night I got in trouble because one of my friends called after one o'clock in the morning. How am I supposed to be able to prevent some one from calling? My mother was trying to take my cell phone away and everything...How fair is that? Especially since it's not like I am talking to anybody from the house....The damn phone doesn ( Read more... )

I finally had ended the drama. It was all just fine and dandy...Then, I heard his voice again. He must just be really convincing because I always fall for what he has to say. He understands some of my "insane" beliefs so we have decided to start off as "just friends" but we will go on an occasional date or two. And yet, what about the other one ( Read more... )

Right now, my cousin is sitting on the couch watching a movie. He is supposed to stay for three weeks and already he is driving me crazy. I mean, I have a grudge against him from the last time he and I were together...It was a big deal to me the way he betrayed me!! My feelings that is. And now he is making little digs about me and everything I ( Read more... )

Let's see...Lately I've been doing a lot reading. Some books, but a lot of random poems. I don't know what I am really doing anymore these days. I talked to Bri, Traci, and Tasha yesterday, but I still feel out of civilization...removed from all reality. I was talking to Chris (every night, like always), he told me he doesn't understand how ( Read more... )

My mother never tends to disappoint me. She thrives on my frown and why I do not understand. I am her only daughter, why does she try so hard to push me away? I hate this house...I want my simple life back. This life of luxury she married into is a prsion for me. I hate being confined to my space. Her husband who revolts me so; I can't even ( Read more... )