"...miss you like CRAZY! i do pray that you will find ( Read more... )

the sweeping
insensitivity
of this
still life

i want friends who value godliness.

[i want to stop feeling so worthless all the time.]

this new year's eve: dinner with my family and two of my favorite people in the world [hannah and brian]. lying in the street at midnight, blankets and two girls I love to death, stars and clouds and tiny fireworks; the distant commotion exploding on the silence of night. Frosty breath against the sky when we laughed. Just listening. It was ( Read more... )

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'Much dreaming and many words are meaningless.
Therefore, stand in awe of God.'
-Ecclesiastes 5:7

-Ps. 38:9

and this :)
http://www.dentonbach.com/archive/messiah3.html

Tonight- a slow drive home spent hoping for flakes to begin their descent. Then, sitting in the warm car listening to a breathtaking arrangement of 'Silent Night'. Rapture. 12:42am... the sky is looking very dry. Come on, come on.. I need you, snow. So, yes ... my composition is due tomorrow, for Music Fundamentals..and my complete lack of ( Read more... )

sometimes i get a terrifying sense that i am extremely unaware of something. ignorance is anything but bliss when realized.

I come into this place
longing to recieve Your peace
I come with my own chains
from wars I've fought for my own selfish gain

You're my God and my Father
I've accepted Your son
But my soul feels so empty now
what have i become?

Lord, come with Your fire
burn my desires
refine meI'm desperate and needy ( Read more... )

as promised..


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