please make me into someone that I'd rather be

[babyblu0302]

God, I need you to stretch me inside out..there's always some reason to feel not good enough. Sometimes I feel like I've come so far..but there are moments that take me back to middle school and shattered confidence and everything I want to forget all over again. it's like I'm climbing a great cliff, and I'm almost to the top when I look down and

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[lightblueribbon]

I know exactly what you're talking about.
it's like I'm climbing a great cliff, and I'm almost to the top when I look down and get so dizzy; all I can think about is how far down the ground looks...and once again, I fall back.I've recently been there, and I'm working my way back up the cliff. God never intended you work through things on your own though. Keep looking to Him for guidance, and long to be who He wants you to be. God has a very good reason for making you the way you are, and I personally couldn't be any happier with it. I think everyone always wishes something was different about his or her personality. We're always going to be growing and changing, because that's what God intended. We are only people, and we're weak, so just give it to God everyday. God always has what we need, so ask Him for it. He'll give you the words when you don't think you can speak

[ct_tim]

I'm not sure how I missed this post

3rd try at posting this...

[babyblu0302]

I didn't answer this right away because I was a little overwhelmed..thank you so much, the encouragement means more than you can know. I still think you're a little delusional about me :p But maybe you inspire me to be better than I thought that I could be.

wow.. You're so right about satan waiting til everything's better only to bring you down harder than before..the motivation to keep climbing is so hard to come by sometimes..often not found in this world at all. Living for today's easier said than done. thanks for the reminder that God has his purposes for everything, even the weaknesses, and he loves me with his I corinthians love enough to pay the ultimate price..imagine the confidence we'd have if we just kept that at the front of our minds all the time. it's a beautiful thing :)