sleep will come when the light has changed to faintest blue

[babyblu0302]

The dreams have returned..this repeated nightmare has been the cause of so many sleepless nights. The struggle to wake myself up is the worst stage, trapped just beneath the surface of consciousness; it feels like drowning. Then to awaken, frozen in terror..it takes awhile just for my heart to slow down and breathing to get back to normal..let

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[anonymous]

Hehe my music teacher would make fun of you terribly for calling it The Messiah. Ohh but i want to see Handel's Messiah so badly. Instead I have to resort to playing a few of his pieces on the piano which (while quite nice) isn't the same :(

I wish you weren't asleep. Or I wish that I were. Or something. Nevermind.

[babyblu0302]

aww I was awake.. text me next time.
*Handel's Messiah

[ct_tim]

Nightmares are no good... especially repeating ones =( I remember one... I'll tell you about it later maybe

[babyblu0302]

that story is so powerful..I wish my faith were that strong.

'he who began a good work in you will be faithful to complete it' <-(what's the reference for that??)

where'd you read the paragraph before? I'm not sure where it came from..someone sent just that part to me forever ago, and I saved it and came across it just at the right time :) I want to read more..it sounds like it's out of a Josh Harris book.

[classic_strat]

Im sorry your dream was bad. That one dream about the shovel going through my windsheild scared me more then anything, I know how it feels. I had a freakin awesome dream last night and I'll tell you later.

I'm sorry you couldn't hang out with us. We made Emmy walk home :) and in the snow!

[lightblueribbon]

Lying again, eh? haha, what's with people always threatening me to walk home?! Claire always does that to me, and Tim did it on Sunday. sheesh...

[ct_tim]

I was just kidding =( I'd never make a girl walk home... I don't even have the heart to make my little brother walk home. How sad is that?

[babyblu0302]

haha that was definitely an awesome dream..I wish my dreams were that entertaining

[lightblueribbon]

I'm sorry you're having nightmares...I think I passed something onto you, cuz I'm not getting them anymore, heh. :[ I hope you're feeling better though, and I pray for you everyday too. You can always call me at 1 in the morning now. :] And what's this all about?! "Tonight I was sad I couldn't hang out with Tim Nate & Frank :\" Soo, you didn't want to see me did ya? I see how it is...it's ok. I'll live somehow, haha. Oh, and that was definitely worth reading. Thanks for putting it in..

[babyblu0302]

i edited ;)

[vertigo311]

Mmmm hmmmm