Comments | babyblu0302: To rid myself of all but love / to give and die

babyblu0302

To rid myself of all but love / to give and die

Oct 09, 2005 19:21

Did you really have to die for me?
All I am for all You are is what I need..

TAKE MY WORLD APARTnot sure where to begin- i've so much to write that i haven't been at all lately. a bit overwhelmed, yes. profoundly blessed... undeservedly (but that goes without saying). On a different note: :)... doing a great deal of that lately [smiling]... ( Read more... )

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diggerthemole October 10 2005, 00:53:21 UTC

"why so hard then?"
Because letting go of control is so completely against our natures. Because our body is constantly at war with our renewed heart.

babyblu0302 October 10 2005, 17:52:53 UTC

so true. flesh vs spirit, yes..

how are the coffee house plans coming?

diggerthemole October 10 2005, 18:24:08 UTC

They aren't I'm afraid. I'm not quite sure where to go from "What a cool idea that doesn't quite have cohesion". I would, of course, love any input you might have.

yellawrangler October 10 2005, 02:59:57 UTC

Oh but the question is...do you miss me still?

Letting go is the hardest thing ever. I think I have started to realize the life that ahead of me cannot be planned as I have dreamed it to be. And if I attempt to plan and predict it will ultimaley drive me to your insane asylum.

Which could really be cool because then we could be crazy together with Jesnusus.

babyblu0302 October 10 2005, 17:58:50 UTC

well, you're at least still in the country. the state, even. :)
One day we'll all meet up at the asylum..you..Kristen (obviously)..my little sister..and i'll come visit sometimes, of course. maybe i'll watch Smerta through a window (but that might be dangerous because he'd throw himself at it madly.)

You guys have fun with Jesusnus...

yellawrangler October 11 2005, 01:13:17 UTC

I may be in the country and even the state but sadly I am never around. Not quite sure where I am all the time...just apparently not always where I wish to be.

Ahem...don't you remember darling? You checked yourself in. Jesnusus is your neighbor. Denial is a hard part of overcoming your problems but it will get better with time once you acknowledge it. Don't fear my dear we will all play together!

thesofterside October 10 2005, 04:29:41 UTC

OH MY GOD YOU UPDATED

...again. haha

diggerthemole October 10 2005, 04:51:47 UTC

I know, its pretty remarkable, ain't it

lightblueribbon October 16 2005, 03:07:51 UTC

I look so happy and cute.

(that took me way too long to comment on.)

babyblu0302 October 16 2005, 06:09:31 UTC

... you're not in the picture.

lightblueribbon October 16 2005, 12:36:06 UTC

lol, oh my gosh...I must have been thinking about myself a lot at the moment or something.

Geez, smarten up! I meant you, duh.