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[babyblueangel7]

I wish I had someone, ANYONE to talk to, but I have no one, cuz no one understands.

When I let myself feel...when I'm being honest with myself....

I hurt SO, SO bad. God is the only thing I have.

Sometimes I just wanna grab someone, a stranger even...and just scream at them--can't u see I'm dying inside????

*sigh*

I hate this.

Comments

[ejchristian2k]

Gosh I miss you so much. I miss the 3 hour phone conversations when we would just love on each other, talk MJ, talk spiritual stuff and EVERYTHING. I think maybe we should start doing that again. Im starting to retort to some of my old habits again.

Im kinda in the same boat as u are. Some parts of me are screaming a cry for love, help and angst. I dont know what it is though. Alot of things in my life are starting to come together. But there are parts Im not satisfied with.

A few days ago I also realised how much I miss all my MJ friends like you and jess , Nicole and everyone else. Granted I have some amazing friends here @ home and what not but you guys simply amaze me and I thank God for you and everyone else everyday.

I need to come to California in late summer/early fall to visit you and Jess. I need a vacation!!

I love you!!

[cre8tor]

i'm sorry you are feeling so alone and that there is no one, but you do have people that care and are here for you Kris.
i know the feeling you are feeling but you are not alone.
we switched coasts and i might be the busiest person right now but i am here to listen. don't forget that!

[babyblueangel7]

Ugh...I shouldn't post such horrible entries. lol

I feel better now. I just have my moments/days sometimes. :-/

Thank u guys so much!! I know I have ppl there for me, it's just that I feel there's no one that really would understand, ya know? But, ah well. At least I DO have friends who are willing to listen...like u guys. Thanks again! *hugs*