yesterday i went car shopping again. this is a long process and i wish it were over with... anyhoo, then i went to the mall and bought a coupla things. i was flirting with this one boy in express and he was flirtin back. i may ask him for his phone number the nest time we talk. not that its important cuz its not, but he's white. i havent been ( Read more... )

so its friday nite and im bored. it sux not having a boyfriend or friends to do sumthin with. i dont know whats up... i might be going to the movies tonight but im not sure. all i kno, this is gonna be one boring spring break for me ( Read more... )

today has been a hectic day... i had a midterm and ish... i fgound out i got an A on a paper that i half assed so im happy. i just had movie nite with a friend, we watched "waiting" and it sucked. it had a few funny parts but not much.... anyhoo, and i just got a sexy lapdance. i told him to get off me cuz there wasnt no tellin what i was gonna do ( Read more... )

last nite i was mad after that conversation with a certain someone, but then after like 5 mins of being mad, i said fuck it. i got it the car and one of my new fav songs "like that" by lil webbie came on and i was ghetto bumpin all the way home and i said "FUCK DAT N*GGA!" and i called chris today and he was being a bitch too so when i got off the ( Read more... )

it's 2006 and i still use my fav phrase from senior year of high school. "people get on my fuckin nerves".... my best friend john would be laughin at me right now.... anyways, today "he" tried to play with my head again. it's typical of him. im so tired of it. he had me soo annoyed i couldnt even concentrate in class. to be fair tho, i never ( Read more... )

so, right at this very moment, im feeling lonely. i hate it. i have a few crushes but nuthin major. i kinda just asked out a friend. but he said he would rather keep things the way they are and that doesnt bother me. i have feelings for him and i kno he cares about me too, so i guess unitl we talk more about it, i will it alone ( Read more... )

so i had a "nut" come over. he was really lame and we watched tv for a while,it was a waste of my time cuz i dont plan on seeing him again.... at least i used good judgement ( Read more... )

so last night i went to go talk to someone and i wasnt really received with the warmest welcome ever. i was talking to hibler and he gave me some really good advice, i think it's past time that i took it. so now, we will see how the situation develops. i am giving my friend some space, maybe that's what he needs. maybe it's what i need. only time ( Read more... )

im kinda disgusted with myself right now. there are many reasons, one i feel as if i havent been doing a lot of things right lately. i have been talkin to a few different ppl (none of which have held my interest for long tho) and i feel as if im not the person that i should be.... i was on the right track in my mind tho, i had been going back to ( Read more... )

so valentine's was yesterday. even tho i didnt technically have anyone special to spend it with, i still had fun. i went to class like good hos do, after that me and kristen went to mccallisters and laughed and had a gay ole time lol... then i took my friend hotboy to get his valentines day presents for his special person. then i went to night ( Read more... )