I no longer use this journal because it's so not cool anymore, lol. Just kiddin'. My new journal is LilBubblesX. I like Bubbles!!!!!! Yay!

The last few days back in school has been a rough one. I have had to teach myself how to let things go and move forward and it hasn't been easy. Everyone has been real two-faced lately at school and it's pulling at my soul now. My so called friends Allie and Jessica use to be real close. Now it's her and Jessica, her and Jessica, or them and ( Read more... )

My day has been really.. fun? I was suppose to go shopping and I was really tired this morning so my mother was like I'm not taking you now. -_-; So I woke up at 12 and started cleaning since my cousin is coming tomorrow. Woot. >.>; I called Kerry and he's like "Oh this is not a good time to call" and I'm like ok, I guess. So I went back to ( Read more... )

Well, today has been a shitty day in some ways or another. Last night, I IM my friend Justin a bunch of times and he doesn't answer me so I storm off. Today, I was late getting on the field for marching band so they made me and this other guy sing I'm a little teapot. Of course, being as goofy acting as I am most of the time, I sing extra loud and ( Read more... )

"Try again, keep trying" he leaves a message on my cell phone after I hung up on him earlier. He says I love you and hangs up, leaving me with the thought of "keep trying". Friday night, I told Kerry and Renisha about my parents may divorce. When I was younger, my parents were split up then they got back together, my dad got arrested, I'm back in ( Read more... )

Lately, I have been extremely lonely. I was talking to my ex, Manuel, and I shouldn't have. I should just let the past go now. It is time to let go of the past but how? I don't know how. Sometimes I wish Kerry was here because there is pain in my heart that just won't rest and I feel so lonely. Once I get back in school, it will be better but I don ( Read more... )

The lonely truth. I dont know what ways to put this in without hurting Kerry's feelings. I know Kerry loves.. I mean adores his religion. I know he loves the church, I know he loves God. Hey, I love God too, I love going to church, but he is doing exactly what Spencer told me some Christians do, turn their entire life suddenly perfect. (Ruin life ( Read more... )

The last few days have been fun and yet I was still fighting a terrible surprises. I find out Dante isn't a virgin and that rips out my heart. I've liked him since the day I met him. At first it was looks then I thought he was just cool and talented, inspiring me, then I just fell for him. No one really knows how much I like him. I don't even know ( Read more... )

Alright, Mike is all pissed at me because he said he "compromised" with me about Kerry and all this great stuff. It's not my fault that Kerry is alittle more serious about me than he was. Kerry offered to write me, I called him, he called me, he bought me a small gift probably at the most $15. Now, I'm NOT going to feel sorry for Mike, talking ( Read more... )

Anyone reading this, this isn't for you, this is all for Michael if he ever reads this but I doubt he's brave enough to even do that. First of all, you bend your life for me? I havent' seen you do anything for me. NOTHING. Don't you dare sit here thinking you did something for me because you didn't do shit! I gave things to you, you never gave me ( Read more... )