....makes me feel so thirteen again. i think that the whole braces thing coupled with the fact that i'm living with my mom again in the same house i grew up in is having a negative affect on my psyche. i'm getting mentally confused, almost associating myself with my thirteen year old self. as i'm sure you can tell, the results have been disastorus ( Read more... )

so i didn't realize a prerequisite to growing up is that you must lose your friends.

since when did friendship take the backseat in life?

and what do you do when your friends are your family???!!

soooo i truly meant to update earlier, but was distracted by observation time among other things. i love feeling like an observed monkey at a zoo when i go into PHS to watch classes....i catch kids looking at me out of the corner of their eyes. probably thinking who the fuck is this girl that looks younger than us? ;D ( Read more... )

tryin to recover from spring break. and i'm not liking this back to school shit. ahhh real life.
i miss cassie
i have a suntan! kinda.....
and i drank enough for a small army. :) good times.

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yea yea, i eat my own words sometimes.....such is life sucka

and on that happy note, i'm off to school. holler.

my wrist is sprained. and it hurts real bad. i can't even brush my teeth....well i try with my left hand but i keep hitting my nose ( Read more... )

so funny how life changes. people don't-sometimes. when i occasionally check up on those that zoomed in and out of my life, sneaking through online blogs and whatnot, it reminds me of different years. alot of times i also am reminded of bad choices i made, or mistakes of some sort. its always funny, to see past relationships and wonder how your own ( Read more... )

i so update when i am upset. so i wont' fail to follow my norm, and i must post tonight because once again graduate school has me close to tears. I am so utterly exhausted. I am so very confused. everything seems to be spinning out of control right now...and anyone who knows me understands that i do not do well when this happens ( Read more... )

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yea sometimes grad school makes me wanna shoot people ( Read more... )

ok so the last three times i've tried to update they have been deleted through errors. ghey ( Read more... )