so sick of ppl wishing and trying to make me fit into a mold i just don't fit into. i am me to bad no one around me seems to like or appriciate me for that. No one even seems to know me after years of being around me they still want me to fit an idea they of for me that is never going to happen.

This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there’s just one left
‘Cause you know,
you know, you know

That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you’ll be with me
and you’ll never go
Stop breathing if
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Nobody's Home by Avril Lavigne ( Read more... )

Driven Under

Do you think I’m faking
when I’m lying next to you?
Do you think that I am blind
nothing left for me to lose?
Must be something on your mind
something lost and left behind
Do you know I’m faking now?

Do you know I’m faking
when I’m lying next to you?
Do you know that I am blind to everything you ever do?
Must be something on your mind
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I failed at school. I failed at love and it generaly feels like I failed at life

Empty..Drained...Numb..Those don't even start to desribe how I feel anymore. When you have given more than your heart and soul to someone, when you have given them your whole life how can they say you owe them more.How come someone say you owe me when you have already given everything you had to give.

School, Kids, Work its all so overwhleming. Is it all really worth it when no one notices your falling behinde?

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I got my greatest christmas present ever a lil early this year. My second son Raistlin David Alexander was born Dec 17th ( Read more... )

I saw you for the first time in almost 4 years last night.. I couldn't help but smile, you haven't changed a bit. I wish we could talk like we used to, those days are long passed though. I miss you more then you will ever know I miss my best friend. I am sorry for everything that has happend over the years to drive us apart ( Read more... )