everyone has that one person they cant let go of. 
everyone has dreams they cant let go of.
everyone need that one person who can make them feel grounded.

was my last entry here... May 12 2006...

that was soo long ago. My life is completely different now. But i like it better.

I have a wonderfull daughter named Kailyn Maire.. She is BEAUTIFUL!!! 7 months now.

Lets back track for an update....
I never did go to a "big" college but i did go to OCC for a year passed all my classes with a B or higher.. Im ( Read more... )

been a while....

Im not going to Eastern anymore... i cant affod it like at all... so i am just going to go to OCC for the first 2 years and then transfer to like a "big" college... i kinda depresses me because i really wanted to get away from here... but at the same time i feel relaxed because i know i have time and im not like being pressured to ( Read more... )

so i went to my first AA meeting.... heh....
thank god nick tucker was there with me... i dont know what i would have done by myself... i would have been like freaked lol. but it wasn't that bad at all... you have to remember alcohol is a disease haha... riiiight i believe it is a addiction and it only becomes a disease when it becomes "mental" and ( Read more... )

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Lately the topic of dicussion has been the past. You never really think the little things from the past woudl make you think so deeply of the past. Like we were sitting talking about some dumb movie that came out years ago... and boom its like all these memories come running back to you. Like shaving someones head or making breakfast for someone ( Read more... )

Its been a while...

Lets see the larger things in life are...
* i got another tattoo i like it very very much.
* i am going to graduate on time... there was a scare there for a while
* Anthonys Birthday is tomorrow
* Zachs getting huge.
* i still dont have a car
* i have court in a week from tomorrow
* Danielle 17th Birthday is a week from tomorrow

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Lifes kinda got me down right now... Its not like i am not happy with the things are now its more like i dont want to lose what i had way back when... I have been talking to Jenny and remembering everything from back then and it just seemed so happy... I miss those days sooo much now. I feel all alone. And im not but i had everything friends, ( Read more... )