I wish I could use alcohol to escape. Alas, I cannot.
Lately I find myself: feeling lonely. wishing I never met her yet at the same time wishing she would take me back. I find myself wondering if things are OK. I find myself wanting a job yet dreading one.
I feel myself...dickie404October 19 2004, 15:05:13 UTC
sitting in front of the soft glow of the moniter naked eating a box of hot mac and cheese made with sweet soy milk and hlaf the butter. extra cheesy baby...jenessa, you need to reamy newest post and what someone posted on there. it's true. all of it.
wondering who and exactly what your talking about. wishing i was a bigger part of your life again. doing everything possible to forget. confused yet satisfied. heading in the right direction with all the wrong equipment. searching for a way home but running from the thought. just living life for me.
Youve realised alot of things recently well like the first three things you wrote on here are huge i take that back first 6 things. Im really glad that youve gotten to the point that you admit to it. These were things that i noticed like 5 months ago. Anyways i really hope your doing well. Sorry its been a while since we talked been a busy weekend and week. Anyways ill talk to you later. love ya Christofer
Re: I wonder though...cookie24monsterOctober 19 2004, 23:15:11 UTC
haha i never once even gave the hint that i thought it was me she was talking about. Her and i are a thing of the past. But that doesnt me that im not still wanting to be a part of her life. She was my bestfriend and knew me better than people i had grown up with hell better than i knew myself id like to atleast be a slight part of her life, but i do find it priceless that you posted normal then lost the balls, backed out and posted anonymously. No offence pimpin but i will say if you want respect from someone step up to their face and show that you have some huevos. Also next time dont forget that when you post a comment on my posts it sends me an email. Take it easy Chris
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Lately I find myself:
feeling lonely.
wishing I never met her yet at the same time wishing she would take me back.
I find myself wondering if things are OK.
I find myself wanting a job yet dreading one.
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Mean people suck.
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wishing i was a bigger part of your life again.
doing everything possible to forget.
confused yet satisfied.
heading in the right direction with all the wrong equipment.
searching for a way home but running from the thought.
just living life for me.
Youve realised alot of things recently well like the first three things you wrote on here are huge i take that back first 6 things. Im really glad that youve gotten to the point that you admit to it. These were things that i noticed like 5 months ago. Anyways i really hope your doing well. Sorry its been a while since we talked been a busy weekend and week. Anyways ill talk to you later. love ya
Christofer
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maybe it's another love.
a new love.
maybe not.
maybe so.
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Take it easy
Chris
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