I finally went and joined Curves. I am going today for my first day. Also signed daughter up for daycare twice a week. My sister was in this weekend the one who had Gastric Bypass Surgery. She has put on about 15 lbs and she looks even better. It seems that dream of mine is so far beyond reach. I have wanted this surgery since I have been 17 ( Read more... )

I am glad to say I am finally feeling a little better. I got my hair colored a few weeks ago and I guess it is because I never do anything for me. I feel some better about me. I am trying to think positive. I am now going to the NiCe center in Norton to learn typing and computer skills. My husband is still an ass but I try to overlook him and ( Read more... )

I got my sleep apnea machine and unfortunately it isn't working right. I called the company but noone has called me back yet. So I'm still having very little sleep. I have to say I am dissapointed because I was so looking forward to getting it. Yesterday was a horrible day. I woke upthinking something might actually go right. I had planned to ( Read more... )

I didn't sleep very well last night. I am used to it by now but hopefully when I get my sleep machine I will sleep better. I recently found out I have sleep apnea. Everyday I wake up thinking some miracle will happen and I'll no longer be me. But nope I woke up and I was still fat and my hair was frizzy and I am still ugly. And I made breakfast ( Read more... )