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got a new LJ
as oipinxgrrrlie

add me old friends

originally used this as a pics only one, which it will be as far as public eye is concerned - not that nayone apart from my mates really gives a shite anyway!
but..!!
hehe
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stuffs been cool. seeing lots of people, drinking a bit too much. couldnt sleep last nite cause it was way too hot. so feeling a bit shitty and paranoid. nothing a bit of a walk in the park wont fix. wow. what a good idea.

still a bit drunk from last nite. the last few weeks have been so hectic. met so many great people. got myself a lovely boyfriend. freaks me a bit. as always. lets try not to mess this up. all i want to do at the moment is drink :S my body is gonna crack if i keep this up. no food, just drink n drugs... hmmmmm. but im happy. i really am. ( Read more... )

wasted. amazing. fucking brilliant. ummm. blood for blood amazing. tommorow. hopefully good. blah.
so much going through my head as always. not for the internet.

played hockey today. first time since i was 16? was loads of fun. though getting loads of really bad stomach cramps recently. the kind when you want to puke cause they hurt so much ( Read more... )

im feeling much happier and positive. one thing about comedowns is they do make everything seem so much worse than it is. (that sounds so obvious.. but they are called comedowns.. not super exaggeration downs.. hehe ( Read more... )

fucked off. mainly at me.but a few otherpeople too. maybethatincludesyou

for reasons a few people know. i am pissed off. expected but fucked off. W A N K E R.
hehe. maybe its even done on purpose. cant wait till weds.
:)

damn. the phone rang and my heart jumped. of course it wasnt tho. haha. i guess i didnt expect any different!

good last few days. saw the kids, smoked and drank. saw tara yesterday then small girl with brown hair and johnny. drank and smoked agian. cleaned today. and about to crack open a bottle of wine.
shock.