I really have to wonder how much of me just wants a boyfriend, and not a specific person. Shit...it's too late for that now. All I know is I just feel like settling.

Oh well. I finally conditioned myself to not care so damn much. Guess I just wasn't used to not seeing my boyfriend every day...that was one of the only good things about high school. ( Read more... )

I decided to harness my drunkness. I guess this is what happens when you haven't checked in with yourself in a long, long time...which means that writing down the following was WAY better than sex.

When I listen to “Polaris” by Jimmy Eat World as I drive through this town, I feel like I’m watching the life I so desperately wanted pass ( Read more... )

So Jimmy's 21. Which means I'm 21 too. 
Owie.

We're supposed to be having a slut party tonight. I think it's really funny that Marena and I have matching officer naughty outfits from Spartecus...by coincidence.

I feel like I'm having only 1/10 of the emotional capacity I used to have. Which is comforting for when I go next year.

Maybe it'll be ok ( Read more... )

Somewhere in the last 12 hours
Somewhere between Powells and Pioneer Square
My inner compass began to point North again

And now a list of complaints.

I think my fucking feet have frostbite
Food poisoning blows
If the fact that I still have stomach problems today interferes with margarita night tonight, I'm going to KILL people

On a happier note...

I studied.
I get physics.

At the end of the day, there's nothing I would rather do than to do absolutely nothing with him for the rest of my life. But then our version of nothing is more like spending the evening at Powells and eating sushi.

I officially don't have to move down to Cali until next Fall.

I'm so pissed off at people.

Anger ( Read more... )

 Who the hell did I see the new Superman movie with?

...Huh

So motel 6 was a ridiculous event last night since we convinced Gar's co-worker and his girlfriend to get a room next to us. We were up all night drinking champagne and vodka, chain-smoking cigarettes and playing with the black light and neon paint we went out and got from Fantasy Video... ( Read more... )

awwwWQWWWWWW!!1KJFDKJASJ ( Read more... )

I used to care SO much ( Read more... )