SoOOOOo this is pretty crazy!!! I can't believe that my life is going the way it is!!!

We found out on October 30th that I was pregnant!!! It was a time when we least expected it!! We'd been trying for a year and a half to the day that I got pregnant!!!!

On Feb 7th 2007 we found out it was a girl!!!!!!!!! She's due June 27th, 2007!!!!!!! We can't ( Read more... )

So this is what's going on in my life right now. Josh and I are doing very well. We've been doing marriage counseling since June, and just recently did a 4 day relationship enhancement class. I am sOO proud of him because he has finally realized he needed to change the way he acted towards me. At first I didn't really think that the change would ( Read more... )

( cant u feel the love!! )

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There is no combination of words
I could put on the back of a postcard
And no song that I could sing, but I can try for your heart
Our dreams, and they are made out of real things
Like a shoebox of photographs with sepia tone loving

Love is the answer
At least for most of the questions in my heart
Why are we here and where do we go
And how come it' ( Read more... )

what the hell.....im a bad girlfriend im going to be a bad wife a bad mother....why am i even staying here...staying alive??? nobody wants me here ( Read more... )

yeah i havent written in a while...ive been working, workin on my research paper and working on my relationship...ive never tried so hard to make one ( a relationship) work. my and josh have been arguing alot lately. i think alot of it has to do with him leaving in 4 months and the fact that we're alot more serious then we thought we would be so ( Read more... )

1. Falling in love ( Read more... )

man April Fools day is sosoososooo GAY!! but anyway i have got to say i have the best boyfriend in the world. i got off work today and went to his house, my feet were KILLING me and i didnt even have to say anything and he rubbed them for me. it was soo sweet i love him dearly!! hes ( perfect )

 ( i love u more than life itself )