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What a good friend once said. "Em- just worry about pleasing yourself, when you're happy with yourself everyone else will fall into place. It's tough, but you'll find something you" thank you playgurl.
On a awkward note. I got a phone call from oh you guessed it Alyssa my 2nd ex, reason we are in our friend's Susan's wedding, so i will be ( Read more... ) -
it has calm down
My last entry i was a little pissed , but since that it has calm down. Its starting to fall into place but not entirely @ all. I've also met an amazing person, who has been in my life for a a little. But they make me happy. They remind me of my 2nd ex and i honestly like it a lot . In more than one way. But no one can replace the first, but the ( Read more... ) -
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I AM DONE!!! I cannot stand shit like this anymore!!! Its so Fucken scary that my older sister is turning more and more into my mother . I cannot deal!!! I only need one mother thank you!!! I do not need a another. She just needs to disappear. I cannot have this shit here, because it just adds more crap with everyone not just me. I just need to ( Read more... ) -
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It already the end of January... how did that happen oh so quick. .. Nothing really impressive has happened much @ all. I have not gotten my license yet, barely have employment, and I still want to got to VT with the little $ that i do have ( Read more... ) -
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So i am sitting on my front porch in Setauket, and wondering why this whole employshe ment, love life and whatever else there is not working out here. I've been unemployed for almost a year in half and really it gets annoying and it does not feel good @ all, and it is making me insane. Aside from that... I am still stuck on K.T. She is just ( Read more... ) -
soo now we have someone that came back into my life.
OK so now this girl came back into my life and we are talking again. Thing is ... i like talking to her i do.. but i just hope i don't get feelings back for her. She was there all through out the hard times, and now i am talking to her again. I am happy she has come back but yet unsure how I'll be with her if i do see her again.
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Why is it always ... something that i tend to do. I tend to say something and than ... they don't talk to me anymore... as much as they used to. I feel like i have screwed this up and now i not even sure how she feels and if she even wants to talk to me ( Read more... )