Wow so i havent written in this thing for awhile. It was being gay and wouldnt work before. Hmmm whats been goin on ( Read more... )

So its 5am and i have been up all night. All i've wanted to do was sleep. But i decided to just sit at my window and watch the snow. It was beautiful and i really had time to think. I just thought about everything thats been going on around me. I had a long talk with my dad the other day and i just completly broke down. I told him everything i felt ( Read more... )

So wanna know wat really sux? Thursday starting at 8pm, I have to be awake for 24 hours because on Friday i am having a Routine EEG done on my brain at the hospital, and in order for it to work thats how long i have to be awake. ARE YOU FREAKING KIDDING ME?!?!?!?! I cant stay awake that long 24 freaking hours!! I'm nervous, i cant stay awale that ( Read more... )

Yay its friday!!! thank goodness, i lvoe fridays =) today was a good day to. I've had a really good week ( Read more... )

hey everyone, i havent updated in while. hmmmmmm ( Read more... )

So its the end of thanksgiving break and tomorrow starts school. Yesssssss!! not really. ugh i hate school. I love the people. I dont think i could get through school with out the amazing friends that make it worth while =(. But back to a reality of procrastinated homework, long lunch lines, stupid teachers, and amazing friends. i cant wait ( Read more... )

So yesterday was Thanksgiving. All in all it wasnt that bad but it wasnt great. Nana arrivied and dad warned me she was having a bad day. Meaning she wasnt all here and boy she was cussing up a storm and screamin she even cried. That really hurt me to see. Ever since i was young nana was always my here. 100% strong Italian woman who never gave up ( Read more... )

SO its finally ThanksGiving Break. WOOOOOOOHHHOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!! I am soo glad to be outta school for a couple days. but then i gotta go back which sucks but ya know wat ya gonna do? I'm doing okay in my classes. I could be doing better but i just dont try at all. i've kinda had this " i dont give a darn" feeling and i dont like it. Its not who i am ( Read more... )

So today was the funeral. It was really hard. As soon as i walked in the door Zachary ran up and gave me a big hug around my legs. I love this little boy. As i proceeded into the church i saw Nicholas and kissed him on the head. He loved his papa very much. I said hello to everyone and especially Deana because she is like the mom i never had. We ( Read more... )

Nick is 8 tomorrow, and Zachary is 5 Their mom is Deana and Dad is Rob. I am thier sister i am with them everyday. Deanas dad died today. from cancer, but they didnt think he was this bad. yeah, i just spent 3 hrs creating a fort in the living room for them, and i laid with em until they fell asleep in it. I love those boys with all my heart. yeah ( Read more... )