I have the best friends in the whole wide world. You guys make me feel so much better when I'm sad. I lucky to have you guys ( Read more... )

Too much shit... I had a really bad night last night. I'm sorry i didn't call you Ian. I couldn't stop fuckin cryin. I could hardly even breath let alone talk on the phone. I really feel like shit right now. I wanna go to the funeral really bad, but I guess shit happens so I'm kinda fucked over on that. I cried myself to sleep last night. And when ( Read more... )

I just found out one of my friends killed himself the other day. I still can't believe this. I can't stop crying and asking myself why. I'm gonna miss him so much. His name was Richard, he was sixteen years old. I've known him since I was in seventh grade ( Read more... )

I went to sleep at like 1:00 in the morning. I woke up at like 12:00 in the afternoon. Then I ate some chips and salsa and went back to sleep. I woke up at like 4:00, and went shopping for some cute shirts. Then I got a cherry coke, and came home and ate tacos. YUMMY!!! I ate like four of em. They were the shit. Then I went and got some new C.D.'s ( Read more... )

Jennifer wants me to go to Anger Managment with her... So I guess I'm goin to see my husband in concert. HELL YEAH!!! Me and Jen are gonna have bunches of fun when I get home. I might go get my bellybutton peirced with Jenny. I'm kinda scared though. Ian says I shouldn't do it. He says it's gay... don't ask me why ( Read more... )

I talk to my girl Kelsey for like 2 hours today. I really miss her. We talked about the night me and Harley got drunk. She got gum stuck her in her hair when she was havin sex. She made me cut her hair off. She woke up the next morning, with a big chunk of her hair gone at the top of her head. she cried all day long. It was sad. We had some good ( Read more... )

Me and Ian got in a fight over the dumbest shit in the world. Shit that doesn't even matter. I hate fighting with him about shit that's not even worth fighting about. We had the same problem when we were goin out. We fought over the littlest and dumbest shit. I hate it so much. It makes me crazy. I don't even care anymore. What ever happens... ( Read more... )

How fuckin sweet is that??? I'm very very excited!!! I'm leavin on the 28th, I'm goin to stop in Missouri for a couple of days, so I can party with Bri and A.J. one last time until next summer. If I'm lucky maybe spring break. But then i'm drivin home ( Read more... )

Today was crazy back at home. Randy fought Slim. And Slim beat his ass. So that was pretty crazy. Nifer was really upset. I have one question. In all of the bullshit did anyone stop and think about how Jen was feeling besides me??? NO!!!! And in the end she was the one hurt. Well... and Randy's head but... that's not the point. You guys are lucky ( Read more... )

I'm sixteen now. Happy B-day to me!!! I don't feel any older. That's kinda gay. But oh well. I come home in 10 days. HELL YEAH!!! I'm so fuckin happy! I miss everyone like crazy! You don't even know ( Read more... )