Tomorrow is my birthday. And I don't even care. I'm nt with my mama, my aunt, my nifer, my babyboy, or any of my family... so why the fuck does it matter??? It really doesn't. All I want for my birthday is to be with the people I love. I would trade the world to be with everyone at home instead of here. I'd give up all my presents, and my birthday ( Read more... )

12 more hours and I'm gonna be 16!!! I'm excited!!! When I get home it's time to party!!! So get ready!!!

Yesterday was pretty tight. I went to an amusement park with my lil sis. I met a bunch of people. And got about a million phone numbers. I'm supposed to go to a party on Tuesday. Sounds like fun. I'm not gonna drink though. I promised myself that. I'm gonna be a sober lil girl. I'm not fuckin stupid enough to get trashed with people I don't know ( Read more... )

Why are the two people that I love most in this world so sad??? That makes me feel like shit. (Nifer and Ian) I love you guys so fuckin much. And I really hate to see you guys unhappy. If you need ur Baby Girl, she's only a phone call away. Just remember I love you two very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very ( Read more... )

I didn't go to sleep until 5:00 this morning. I watched Three to Tango, Made in America, and my music videos all night. I'm really sick still, so I can't really do much as of now so for the last week and a half I've been sleeping Non-Stop. Great Vacation!!!! Let me tell ya. I turn 16 in 4 days. I'll probably still be sick, so I'm probably gonna lay ( Read more... )

Today was kinda crazy so far... I woke up, my grandma is gone and so is my fuckin cell phone!!!!! What the fuck does she think she's doin??? That ain't gonna happen again... you don't take a bitches cell phone and just think it's okay cuz it's not... so I'm waitin for her to get back so I can regulate her lil ass.... anyways... I'm still fuckin ( Read more... )

I slept all day today. I talked to Ian last night for a while. Him and Dub pulled a fast one on me. They think they're so funny... but anyways... I woke up at like 9:00 this morning, took some pills, and went back to sleep. I woke up at 12:00, ate sometoast, smoked a newport, and passed out. I woke up at like 4:00, layed in bed for like 2 hours, ( Read more... )

Today was pretty straight... compared to the last week. I went over to my uncles house. I haven't seen him since I was like six years old so... that was cool. I watched cartoons with my lil cuz Jackson. He's like 2 years old. He's the shit... then I ate some cheese burgers, rode the golf cart thingy, and went to the store to get some cigs. I came ( Read more... )

I just woke up like 2 minutes ago... I had a crazy ass dream last night. I had a dream I had a baby... and I was runnin from a tornado with my kid, and I just kept runnin and runnin...(crazy shit) but anyways... I really really really really wish I was at home right now. I'd be layin on my feather mattress... passed the fuck out. Thad be tight... ( Read more... )

Mallory, Jamie Smith, Meghan, Harley, and who ever else has got somethin to say... you all got somethin waitin for you when I get home so be ready. I'm not gonna sit here and let lil ass girls talk shit like their fuckin grown or somethin... so it's all over and done. It's nothin to me, I'm gonna take care of the problem. Just so ya all know...