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[babygirl76657]

I'm hating treatment right now and there isn't much that I am able to do about this feeling. I've been restricting like mad! And the part that fustrated me is that I know better. But is that really changing the fact that I shouldn't use symptoms, no. But it is making me to focus and be honest on my chech in forms. But to be truthful that part sucks

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proud of u

[bjscrowd]

There is something you can do about it my friend you can express your feelerings like you did by writing, you can talk to your supportive friends and your treatment team, that is what you and they are there for. I am glad you were honest and I pray you will continue to be so. Try not to look at it as they are using your honest against you but rather reconize that the fact that you feel you weren't going to make up what you needed to means that your having feelings you need to process. keep being brave, look under the anger that your feeling, there is where you will find answers as to why your having difficulty with this. it is not that you missed the exchanges that is the issue, you know the rules, it is that you were unwilling to eat something small to make up for it. Hang in there my sweet brave Sister, I am proud of you, I understand and I love you!