Another long day went to the therapist came home and brushed Olsen. I think I was only after about 20 minutes. It was so hot, but he really needed it because he went swimming in the pool on Sunday. The when he dried all that loose hair was their anyway, he looked really nice. I went to the mall to meet my friend, ann we went to the macaroni Grill ( Read more... )

Here i am again, had a good sleep feeling icky though gonna stay home tomorrow, its just easier. probably gonna stay home all week, i am running low on money so have to careful. I will get some reading done, almost done with "rescuing Jeffery" Its about a 17 year old that dove in a neighbors pool and got the same injury Chis Reeve had. It makes me ( Read more... )

gosh here i am again, what to do? so gald the head has stopped hurting. feeling so lonely. hate it when ppl that are adults act so childish. I dont feel connected to anyone or anything. I am so hurt that Joe didnt even call me to say that he wasnt bringing Brianna over. I was so excited about it and looking foward to it. I am done trying to connect ( Read more... )

feeling so tired and frustrated with me. I am not going to go any where until church Sundy. Olsen is not gonna like it oh well have to think of me sometimes. feeling sadness again. My T is going out of town so not going to see her. Thats still really hard for me, because she is the only person that knows the whole me. Really in a way she knows me ( Read more... )

Well i went to the Parents house. I survived, now my objective is to stay away from there as long as possibe. I feel so bad for my neice, she doesn't know how to express how she is feeling. What seven year old would? so she gets snappy with Joe, and then he is the "you better listen to me father" with encouragement of course from our psyco excuse ( Read more... )

I dont want to go, i just wanna stay home dont wanna do anything, i know if i say that the guilt words will come out of her mouth, i am just not gonna stay long. feeling sad and just wanna stay in my bed. hating life at this moment tired sleepy me's ( Read more... )

Hi i enjoyed church today and the van ppl were on time to take me and pick me up shock boring day for the most part, enjoyed talking with april and doing email, i dont feel alone so much that way, napped a big with Olsen, i love cuddling with my faithful doggie, it has such a calming peaceful effect on me's didnt eat good, just a banana and chips ( Read more... )

today was ok, beth came over and we watched a movie. the electric went out for a while about an hr it wasn't too bad, feeling nothing at least trying to, think i am going to lay down
feeling useless waste of time, but i know thats not true