well since the Tea things have gone down hill. I did end up purging but I did tell Dawn, which i am proud of myself for that. I just wish i liked being me. I am tired and depressed and lonely. Scared about the drama going on inside. Not wanting to know, but needing too know. sared to know, not caring to know. everything is so messed up, part of me ( Read more... )

Had such a good time yesterday up in Orlando with the Artist. i dont ever remember having that much fun. Its always so hard being around the parents, i do really appreciate them bringing me up there and i said that when they brough me home. Just like always though there is a price, and it makes me so sad. Yesterday, on the way home, the Dad's ( Read more... )