Wooo-hooo!! Hehehe. I'm pretty giddy for just having a cist removed from my ovary that was the size of a fist!! Recovering sucks....but I do enjoy the Vicodin...ahhhhh. I have nothing else to do but be excited that I'm fucking alive!!! Things have been moving slowly, but in the right direction. I am very pleased, yep. The only thing I'm bummed ( Read more... )

It feels like I've wasted a year of my life. Married someone that I honestly and truly loved, and then it falls apart. It's over...just like that. I like to laugh at myself about it because I was so naive and I fell into it so fast, but I guess I really wanted everything to work out. I hate to say it, but my mom was right. So, now I have to pick up ( Read more... )

I should be asleep, but being here with Mikey never really allows me that much. We're always so lost in each other that we forget all the other stuff around us. I guess that can either be really sweet or really bad. I'm heading back home tomorrow. Gotta get my room together for when the movers come. Sep. 10th is my last day in San Diego. POOEY!! I ( Read more... )

Blah, blah, blah...same old stuff. Nothing new. Well...there are a few things. Hehehehehe. But, I'm too tired to talk about all that. Let's just say you should be looking for me on T.V. very soon...

"If I could go back to the way things used to be, just to have you when you were true...I'd rewind my heart faster than my mind would let me."

Chillin'...Wish I was asleep...trying to spend time with him since I'll be leaving in 2 days. Blah...I don't wanna leave :o(

Okay, so maybe things aren't great between us, but that doesn't mean that I don't miss him. I want to see him so bad it makes me want to cry. Some people think I'm pathetic...I guess if being in love makes me pathetic, then I'm guilty as charged. Marriage is a huge step...so what if I'm young? He asked me and I said yes. We're still figuring each ( Read more... )

Am I really that predictable? This whole thing is so confusing. Maybe he is trying to tell me something and I'm just not getting it...

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Yay...more computer time. If it wasn't for this computer lab at school, I'd never get to get online. Oh well....I sent out my Mother's Day cards today to my mom, my auntie, and my grandma. I hope they like 'em ( Read more... )

It's funny how, when you dissapear for a while, people who you think wouldn't give a shit that you're gone, wanna know where the hell you are more than anyone else. So, yeah, here it is...I MOVED OUT! Yep, that's right...moved out. I left my mom's house because things were just getting too crazy with her. Now, I'm living with my boyfriend in Lompoc ( Read more... )