so like i have a myspace now...& it has so sucked me in, sorry i haven't posted...but i don't see why i should put my personal life online anymore...it's personal...duh

school starts monday, i have a doctors appointment tomorrow & next wednesday..time to face the sickness again =\ i don't know how long i'll be going to actual school but i'll be there the first day. oh & i passed chemistry so i am officially a senior now..wooo baby! lol i start my new job saturday...me & ashley are working together again haha. my ( Read more... )

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut ( Read more... )

i'm tired of everything & everyone...it's like everything has fell apart lately & i don't want to deal w/it anymore. i'm starting to think there isn't a thing called real friends, i'm starting to think nothing in life has a point...i'm starting to just not care & to everyone that may actually care i'm sorry i've been so upset that i have done ( Read more... )

bad day again. it's like lately nothing is going right, it sucks =( hope everyone else is doing okay!
love most of you,
~chelle*

its been almost a year & i am really tired of dealing with this bull shit! you know i wrote that whole long entry a/b how people just need to get along? WELL SOME PEOPLE JUST DON'T COUNT!!!!!! i really wish some people would just grow up & let things go, DOES SHE NOT HAVE ANYTHING BETTER TO DO!?...sorry had to get that out. i'm over it ( Read more... )

today was one of my bad days...god i have felt sooooo horrible all day! i'm weak and its like i can bearly lift my head up, but when i lay down i can't sleep. doctors said i would feel worse then i ever have before i started to feel better, i think i'm getting that feeling, maybe it's almost over maybe i'm getting better. i realized today i'm ( Read more... )

everyone i know really needs to step back and look at life seriously. do you all realize life is so short, you just don't know it...and NONE of you should spend it having enemies! i've realized through the whole time i've been in high school it has been nothing but people arguing and fighting over the stupidest things, and it needs to stop! we are ( Read more... )

i spent the day with jarred, i had fun =) i got an icee! i have chemistry tutoring tomorrow i take my test august 1st. i really think i'm going to fail it wich would honestly really suck b/c it will make me fail chemistry for the year and i will cry! god my teacher was such a bitch about my whole surgery deal...she could have atleast TRIED to help ( Read more... )

10 pounds off...so much more to go...but i'm happy!