OFF DA BREAK my last entry I was jus blowin off steam..I didnt really want ppl to bash and talk down on my baby.Im not sayin that he shold've hit me but I hit him too but thats a different story.We are fine and Im not oleavin him and I dont care how stupid it sounds we talked and without each other we are helpless lord knows I am.fuckin hate my job ( Read more... )

WELL IM BACK I KNOW IT SEEMS LIKE I WAS M.I.A. RIGHT?AND THIS A LONG ENTRY!..THURSDAY I MET MY CUZIN AT CH STATION AND THEN WENT TO GET MY CHECK FROM GIANT THE WHOLE DEPT WAS A LIL SAD THAT I WAS LEAVIN..LOL WHO CARES.I CASHED THE SKIMP SHIT BUT THEN MY CUZIN WANTED TO SEE HER EX AND HE WORK IN THE SAME LIL SHOPPIN AREA.I AINT CARE CUZ HE COOL ( Read more... )

IM SO DAMN CONFUSED...I JUS WANNA SAY FUCK EVERYBODY BUT I CARE ABOUT SUM PPL AND OTHER PPL ARE JUS SO FAKE.THANK U 2 ALL MY REAL FRIENDS.RELATIONSHIP WISE I DONT KNOW WHERE WE ARE HEADED ALL WE DO IS ARGUE, HE MAKES ME MAD AND ITS LIKE HE DOES IT ON PURPOSE,NIGGA HE KOW THAT I DONT KNOW TRY TO TALK TO ME IN AIM AND IM THINKIN LIKE HOW THE HELL DID ( Read more... )

Ok I went to my nigga Brian funeral and man it was so hard to see him like that.He looked like a totally different person.There were so many ppl there from Laurel HS whether they still attended or graduated already they were in there.His mother was so nice...I also saw B gf Trenelle man I know she was hurtin.It was quite hard for me to hold it so ( Read more... )

Thursday- Was with my cuzin and my Dada took me to Uno's to eat..oh yea!!Then i went to my interview which went good.I had to stop by PGCC to see sum of my folks..I was out most of the day then we went back around the way and jus chilled.Stop through my hose for a quick second saw my play brothas.On the train ride back to CH these dudes took a pix ( Read more... )

OK well...1 of my exs which I have refused to put myself in a compromising spot with keep persuing me...so blown.We not even friends no more..which I have tol him a million and 1 times.*BIsola...it is U know who ( Read more... )

Im pissed...niggas are a trip I only trust a select few.Try to be nice and then it smacks me in my face...damn I m so stupid.fuck it i'll go into details 2morrow

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Ok Today marks me and my baby's 5th month as an official couple but we been together so much longer in my head(lol).But its 31 days til our 6 MONTH anniversary! I cant wait cuz he'll be home.It seems like we been together forever..but we take it 1 day at a time. :)

I LOVE HIM SOOOO MUCH....i'll update wen i get back in da crib.

jus wanted to know ur loved.......
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