This world is causing me to become something I'm not (I'm a monster). Certain responsibilities are pushing me away from what I need to do(babysitting - school). No one is thinking about what I have to do for myself, and I feel trapped doing their bidding. My soul is being massacred each day, and I don't know how much longer I can hold these tears; ( Read more... )

I'm knee deep in black muck. I look around for something to grab, but they're just out of reach. I'm sinking faster now -- why is everything so foggy ( Read more... )

I had fun on my B-day; Sang well in my singing class, went to Bayside to see my friends from middle school, went on the party boats with my nieces ( Read more... )

I just spent 4 hours redoing my livejournal. I kept going back and forth on what I wanted, but I think it's worth it ( Read more... )

This morning was amazing. The weather finally hit in the low 50's and tonight it'll hit the 40's. I'm loving every second of it (not just because I feel that way inside!). Sunday was one of the best days I've had in years. I woke up and was reading my book outside the whole day, until it was getting dark and the mosquitos were becoming merciless ( Read more... )

Well, I'm not going to write about two nights ago. What's the point? When I look back to read it in the future, it'll just bring back hurtful memories. Better to preserve the good stuff ( Read more... )

Hey there. Lots of things have happened, but I'm not in the mood to write at the moment.

Two things happened last night that affected my mood very much and I'll write about it later, maybe.

It's no wonder why some people turn so sour at an older age ( Read more... )

I feel like writing a poem or something... but I can't get it right. There's way too much for me to be able to write it like that. Plus they feel much stronger than words... What am I suppose to do with my feelings then? Oh well.

*Confizzled*

Gave Jimmy a bath this morning. He was very good about it. Poor thing had to be in cold water. But he's a good sport. = ) Gonna go out gift shopping now, then I have to come back home and do homework and study and stuff. Hope it's a good day.