I finally got a hold of Benjamin this afternoon at about 12:30. I hadn't talked to him for almost four days and was really getting worried about him and that something might have happened. Well, for once, I would've been right about that because talking to him, I found out that he had passed out for about two hours yesterday in school and had to go ( Read more... )

Ben has been on the road with his dad all this week. The first place that he went was all the way to Louisiana. Now, they've been through Loredo and past San Antonio, into Lufkin, and tonight they're gonna be able to come home and leave again on the road at about 9:00p.m. I kindof like it when he's on the road because he calls me almost every hour ( Read more... )

I recently took this quiz on some other dude's journal, and I guess it means I'm just to "bad" for some people?! My boyfriend tells me I'm naughty, but right now, I don't believe in anything religious. I try to believe in God, but whatever the holy spirit is, I've never gotten it and I used to be crazy for God. Well since I couldn't find a place in ( Read more... )

Yesterday was the absolute best. We went and picked up my baby at the Hilton about noon and then my mother brought him and me back home. Right after we walked in the door, we walked right back out and decided to walk around the subdivision. I stopped by the mailboxes and told him to come here. We stood there and made-out and "OH MY GOD, he is such ( Read more... )

I miss Ben, I'm finally ungrounded, but I can't see him until at least tomarrow or Saturday, and really I'm not even sure about that because Nessa wants me to spend the night with her tomarrow. I miss his touch and the way he makes me feel when he holds me or even when he just walks into a room. I get butterflies every single time and am so sure ( Read more... )

I love Benjamin with all my heart and soul. I can't live without him and I wanna be with him all my life! I just talked to him over the phone and even though he had to leave and go to Livingston, and even though I didn't want him to stop talking to me, I got an "I love you!" before he got off the phone, and so now I feel much better about him ( Read more... )