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everytime i try to fly, i fall without my wings.
i guess i need you baby?
I've never understood how someone can say, that they were honestly PERFECT before someone that they fell inlove with came into their life. I'll be the first one to tell you that i wasnt. I wish i could figure out what in the fuck i want to do with myself anymore, becuase i feel like i dont need this. Deep down i probably ( Read more... ) -
second time writing this. because i'm a fucking fuck up and this one is SHIT COMPARED TO THE OTHER
i think i'm finally snapping out of my unintentional oblivion. my eyes are partly opened for the first time, in nearly a year. but this is where i struggle with the concept of my 'eye opening' theory. why must my eyes open now? and not then? either way i feel like everyone is out to get me. just like he did. you probably don't know who 'he' is and ( Read more... ) -
goodbye summer 2008.
i made a list of my summer esentials.
CIWWAF SUNDAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY~!~!!!!!!
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somebody push it away.
i just realized how much i miss you. i'm not loosing hope in you. my trust in you still exists. nothing anyone will say will phase my feelings for you. i feel stupid for crying because you always come back in the end, no matter what anyone says. they don't know you like i do, that's why they're so judgemental. -.- i'm gone now. i miss you drew.
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If you're under the impression I'm alright. I guess, you never noticed.
Anyways, forgive me for not writing an actual entry worth reading in awhile. Where in the hell did everyone go? SHOW ME YOUR ALIVE, comment. As you all know this is my place to vent / rant / not shut up about anything that is bothering me, ha.
For starters, i'm sure you'll be thrilled to know that my laptop is piece of shit. mhm. my c key will not ( Read more... ) -
a bit of a rant.
all i'm saying is
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i'm still fighting for you
god, where do i start this time...i think it happened again. i don't really know what to think right now. i think he's gone. i know that i won't be able to handle this again, i don't think i'm strong enough too. there was too much said this time, too many promises made. and part of that is my fault, i should have learned a long time ago not to ( Read more... )
