I can't fucking believe how incredibly stupid I am these days. I'm such an idiot. 3rd time this week. 3RD FUCKING TIME IN A ROW GOD DAMN IT. WHY DO I DO THIS TO MYSELF???

Sometimes it feels really good to ride your bike as fast as you can and feel the wind rush by and hear the whistling of your tires while you watch everything whiz by in a hurry. It makes me feel like I've got somewhere to be, like I'm important and busy. It's exhuberating ( Read more... )

MrBeuts9 [11:23 PM]: lacy? more like kasey
Auto response from Lacylu497 [11:23 PM]: I'm...showering or eating or watching My So Called Life dvds...or yelling at the freak next door...or trying to sleep...or dying

It has come to my attention that not only am I in an all-women's chamber chorus, but that it conflicts with Crafternoon, my new favorite club. I am forced to choose between a)doing crafts with boys and girls, and singing easy music with boys and girls in the non-audition Community Chorus and b)singing hard music with girls ( Read more... )

I can't think of a time in my life when I've felt more isolated or alone than I feel these days. It's like my only friends are DVD's and MnM's. I pretend like I'm fine, and I tell my friends and my parents that I'm doing well and that I like it here, but I'm not and I don't ( Read more... )

1. Christen just asked me if our R.A., Meghan Michelle had run away. Apparently the marker board on her door says "Gone 'til November" and I got to remind Christen of the song. Damn. I'm good. (Oh yeah, I looked up real fast...I should've remembered it, and I knew it was a rap song but I didn't remember it was Wyclef. Ahhh well ( Read more... )

I just joined Crafternoon...an arts and crafts club. Gonna be tight ( Read more... )

So I'm going to spend the weekend with Deepak and Jonathan. I'll probably come back Sunday but I might come back Saturday...we'll see how much fun I have I suppose. I hope it doesn't rain the entire weekend ( Read more... )

http://images.amazon.com/images/P/B00006SFLV.01.LZZZZZZZ.jpgRead more... )