I hate today. It's been awful. I wake up and look like shit, cant take my moms car have to take mine, wont start, once it does i have no gas, ask for the card to get gas, get yelled at, head to the gas station, card denied, back into the car, atm wont accept cards for some stupid reason, head to a different atm, forget the card, go back and get it ( Read more... )

So i went on the cruise like 3 weeks ago... not even i dont remember how long ago, it feels like forever. But after i got home from that everything just seemed to be going wrong... at home at least. i couldnt do anything right for either of my parents and i realy just dont know why. So my mom decided to just get up ad go to sandiego to see my ( Read more... )

Maybe I overestimate the value of friendship. Friends are people who have your back no matter what, hold you really close in their hearts and minds. But isn't it amazing how fast someone who is so close to you can rip your heart out? or how easily the words that one person can say can stick in your mind and make you feel like shit for days ( Read more... )

I liked it alot, it means alot, I dont think anyone will undestand this or if anyone reads this still, but yeah. Its a good place for me to put it so i can have it. I like it alot, and maybe it can help me get over this problem that i have soon..... just maybe ( Read more... )

does anyone else feel like they are goin to get on this cruise ship on friday and its goin to sink and we're goin to die?

I didnt like having this up in such an open place and i know not many people come on here so ( Read more... )

Ok so... Kathi has passed away. Last monday night. Its hard, still, I don't let it show. Nobody can see it. I dont want anyone to see it. Its pathetic. But anyways.... hella shit went down, my parents are pricks, i wish i could leave, and never come back. I really want someone to share this 100% with but it doesnt seem like anyone wants to truly ( Read more... )

So everything is going a little better now.... there's nothing really going on. Been really busy with the colorguard and everything... the LHS guard is goin to suck this year... the CMS guard is going to be so kick ass. Kathi is worse than ever... I'm over there more than ever, I just wish there was more that i could do. Kathi is hallucintaing now ( Read more... )

Nothing has happend. i had a great weekend, jane was here, i took a kick ass picture. had fun. Homecoming is on saturday and im excited i really really need to figure out what i want done with my hair. oh well. I hope its going to be fun, if its not im going to be really mad. but anyways, im bored and dont feell ike talking much. peace
-Keiva*

Dam this has been the last thing on my mind in a long long time. Anyways, I've been fine lately, been better been worse. I've just been trying to get back into the swing of thigns. Theres so much going on and im trying to get it all organized. I SO NEED A JOB STILL! i need a job like you wouldn't believe. I feel as though lately ive become closed ( Read more... )