DONT READ THIS AS IT WILL JUST BORE YOU....

[babylove17]

So if you are still reading this anyways, whatever. This journal is for me so dont leave me messages like i love you and im sorry cause it wont put me in a better mood. Also dont get annoyed cause im bitching the whole time, this journal is for me to get everything out... so here we go

Comments

[lil_tink108]

Hey Ive already told you that I love you and all that so I'm not going to give a whole speech on it when I have before. But its really cool that you can be that open and expressive online. I cant even be that open with myself, let alone other people. Which is a shame, since I used to be so good at at. But lately *unless drunk* I cant talk to anyone about how I feel.

[babylove17]

normall i wouldnt have been that open, it was just a bad day and i needed to get it all out

[aaashwie]

okay rachel it seems like you have alot of problems right now and you are over analsysing everything. I know your parents are way over the top sometimes but maybe you should just let them em in or just keep them in a corner like you always do. you shut the out... like everyone else. You shut me out, all the time... I mean when I useto live there I would ask you to do stuff, but you would always not be able to. so I would hang with becca, until i gave up. And its good that you can express all this frustration on here. I wish I could right now but its way to complicated and i have to keep it away from here because too many people will read it. I love you rachel and i might be kinda harsh here and i am sorry for that but I don't like hearing about you sad moments all the time. I want you to have fun and joke and be goofy like I useto know you. I beleive you've changed and I want my rachel back. don't worry be happy