So... ya I just read through my fucking life.... oh boy... did I have alot of growing to over the last 3 yr's... AH.... so ya I'm actually leaving for the Navy though... I leave this tuesday for bootcamp.... I'll be gone for 6 months then I come right back home. I chose to do researves instead of active. I don't want to leave my home completely ( Read more... )

for my livejournal buddies I know I haven't written in forever.... This is suppose to be a quiet hush hush thing but hell.... I have to tell some of the ppl I haven't talked to in a while whats going on in my life.... Well the girl Natalie I hurt her cause of me not falling in love with her intill a little while ago... now my heart is broken.. end ( Read more... )

To everyone who actually pays attention to my journal I'm probably going to move to tampa area very soon cause I found a better job thats garenteed to pay me $800 a wk.... and well as far as tire kingdom goes it's fucking me out the ass for comission I only made around $700 for two weeks of working and thats bullshit.... anyways so ya I have a ( Read more... )

I haven't written in here like like 3 months or so if not longer.... to all those who don't know Crystal broke up with me about 2 months ago and is now back with her ex... and totally is being a bitch to me and is probably not going to ever talk to me again in life so... there goes my dreams for that ( Read more... )

I went out last night to do drag king and well my performance was good... and I was kinda bored the whole time till this girl Kendra called me.. one that I know on myspace... we hung out in gulfport for a while then went to goerges albi and danced and stuff.... well I guess that I'm fucking hot cause she pined me against the wall and made out with ( Read more... )

Bent.. twisted and broken ( Read more... )

So ya I love this beautiful woman and I don't know what to do about it? Things aren't going well and I just want to fix everything.... but you can't just wish everything all away.. you have to work things out.. Time is always of a essence so I guess I just have to wait.... I feel so upset but yet I have to be strong cause I'm not a baby.. and well ( Read more... )

The last few days I've been going crazy with bad thoughts in my head that Crystal wants to leave me and go with this dude when I totally no better... she about throws up when she even sees a guy half naked.... So I talked to her today about my feelings and what was going on in my mind... And well things are much more peaceful in my brain now.. I'm ( Read more... )

SO.... ya I knw I haven't written in here in like what two or three months... holy crap!!! anyways life is very very stressful right now.. It was Crystal birthday yesterday and well HAPPY BIRTHDAY JENN (MIRRI) I'm under alot of stress right now... I love Crystal so much but now I'm beginning to think that I'm just being used... Well I think so.. I ( Read more... )

I ahven't updated in a while sense I've been busy with life and work.... I performed this last friday and it was fun but I was very very nervous.... I got second but well I was so nervous I barely could move on stage.... but I guess I looked really hot cause people and friends kept stuffing money into my pants lol... I did have alot of fun though ( Read more... )