FML.

Tom will be home the end of May, and is going to be Deploying April 2011....

He'll be home a whole 11 months before he is done again for a year. The plus side, his pay won't be taxes because he is going to be over seas...

down side, our baby making plans are put on hold.  it isn't fair to everyone involved....

we'll get though this...
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so i realized i haven't written in here for a very long time, mainly because i've been SUPER busy with tryin to spend as much time as i can with tom. two weeks from now, i'll be going to bed alone for the first night, followed my 9 long months of sleeping alone.  i've been holding up alright until recently... mainly until tonight when we were ( Read more... )

SARAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA-your hubs is a car dude
do you know when the car show is here in wyoming? haa.
he wanna have a yardsale and that would be a perfect weekend but i can't find any info online about it.

my father and i have never had... a father daughter realtionship... and i hate that, and i can't stand him.. i honestly cant... mainly because of HER.  they have pictures up of her grandson, NONE of emma... then last night... she calls me.. asking me if i sold my sunfire yet... granted... my dad signed the title to it on SATURDAY (both our names ( Read more... )

It's amazing when you give birth. When they place this little life form in your arms that you and the person you love created.  Never again will you ever feel that feeling. The feeling of love at first sight. The feeling that you will do whatever it takes to protect them and keep them safe.  I would do anything to keep my daughter safe. I want to ( Read more... )

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lovein you and missin you grandma ruth....

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