I didn't know i was insecure

until you told me that i am fat.

you may seemed like joking....but deep inside, i know that you are not...you may pretend that you don't remember saying it, but we all heard it.  We all felt it.

The harshness of your words is there.....the way you looked at me and say those words....

It seems like a joke to you or ( Read more... )

Today is Jun Matsumoto 41st birthday!!!  Happy Birthday!!!

Meteor Garden used to be my comfort tv series... Until i discovered Hana Yori Dango and it become my comfort TV Series for years.  After HYD, there is Jun.  There is something in him that draws me to him everytime i re-watch the series... My love for Arashi and Jun is still there...waiting ( Read more... )

Started to feel sad a few days ago for no reason...

Its not about the weather.....maybe getting old?

maybe....i dont know....

i need something to cheer me, so i started to play Arashi music....

i dont even understand japanese.....

hearing their voices.. makes me want to dance and live and feel alive.

What the hype is all about?  i dont understand GIRL GROUPS!!!

I don't understand those Girl Groupsss......please explain... 

Thank you Bruno Mars for the long awaited concert....

It is so worth it..........

Until your next concert.

I didn't know that i'm suffering from secondhand stress until now...

It is when you feel stressed or anxious because someone else is showing signs of stress or anxiety.

Missing Arashi and Jun Matsumoto......Dont know what is happening.....

Listening to their song non-stop....

we've been married for 22 years and you call me fat yesterday for the first time...? Shame on you...

Happy Anniversary!!!

Whenever i'm feeling sad......Arashi always lift my mood to a better day...It may not be the best....but its the best thing at that moment.