it's 6:40 am. i stayed up until 12:30 am this morning working and woke up at 5:38 am to continue working. my history teacher and me are going to get into a huge fight. i have a 4 page researched and referenced paper due at 12:30 with 10 pages of research or more. i am SO fucked. i spent all yesterday finishing this power point presentation that he ( Read more... )

How he remembered to shave. How no matter what, he always drives me wherever. His random visits. His hugs. Leaving me in the car for 10 minutes but then bringing me a drink. Remembering to turn down the music when he drives onto my street. Remembering how to get to my house even though he doesn't come all the time. Going to get his car fixed at my ( Read more... )

One by one, there goes my friends.

i never thought that it would be possible to miss a feeling. but i miss being in love. a lot. i miss the feeling i had with zack, then with mike, and then the spark i had with ravi which turned into nothing. in a way that has ended up with me getting a thicker skin, and i guess i bounce back faster. i think that i have a potentially strong feeling ( Read more... )

Last night was SO good. after school, i found my jamie by his locker and then we walked around for a bit waiting for my mom. then we found ashley, and then tash and kas and petar. so we were standing around till they left, then i was with ashley n james and we were talking and whatnot, then my mom came, and james gave me a big squeeze hug and i ( Read more... )

I met a boy on wednesday, at east meets west. i couldn't have asked for a more perfect boy, or a more perfect moment. he was well dressed, cute, smart, funny, well mannered.. we danced the night away together. i can remember the way he played with my hair, or how he held me. he was the sweetest guy i've ever met. when we were leaving, he kissed my ( Read more... )

these songs are so good. but they make me reminsce over things that happened. and how i know i want to feel in the back of my mind. everytime i see tyler, or think about him. i find myself wondering, and i keep having to remind myself of all of the reasons why it didn't work, and never will. sometimes i guess things just.. work themselves out. ( Read more... )

I can remember when I first started to like Mike. I was 12 years old and in the sixth grade. I made him give me hugs everyday or else I'd have a bad day. Then in grade seven we became the best of friends, and always acted like a little more than that. My relationship with Zack put some strain on us, but it didn't affect our friendship much. In ( Read more... )

I feel like I'm getting bored with my best friend in the whole entire world. World, prepare to shatter.

These are my all - time favourite things to do, in no particular order except the order I think of them in. Why am I compiling a list? Just because ( Read more... )