Sigh...................

[babystar06]

why does everyone hate each other? I'm so glad i'm away from all of that. That is one thing I do not miss about you Nathan, or any of your friends. The drama created in that group by people talking about other people, or people lying, or some other fucked up thing going on was ubeleivable. I never realized it until I stepped away and now I sit on

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Hey Ducky

[anonymous]

I'm happy for you about your job . .. that's great . . . and I can't wait to see your tattoo if I ever make it back to MI. I hope that everything is absolutely great for you and I will talk to you soon, don't do anything I wouldn't do this weekend ;)! I love you and miss you.

[bigkickr]

I'm going to say this once, and then i'm done with all of this. You, your journal, what happened between us, the arguments, everything. I already told you this yesterday, but you apparently didn't listen. If i'm so horrible (which your not exactly a saint), and i'm everything you think I am, go away. I kept telling you this yesterday, leave me alone then. Don't call me (which you don't anyways), don't write about me in your journal, don't wear my ring, forget about me, and forget about any possibility in the future. Quit telling yourself one minute that your always going to love me, blah, blah, blah, and then rip me the next. You say i'm stupid, immature, etc., fine, fucking drop it then. You try to make yourself sound like your so much better than everyone else in this situation, but your not, you play the drama queen behind the scenes, you talk shit about people behind their backs just like anyone else. So don't try to kid yourself and anyone else that your sitting on the sidelines just watching

[bigkickr]

P.S. If i'm so bad, and your such a saint, why don't you let Nick know that you said you'd leave him for your ex if he gave the effort?

[bigkickr]

the ex?

[babystar06]

By the way, you fuckin immature and god forsakenly stupid asshole, i never said I was a saint and Nick does know everything that was said in every single conversation and if you would like to ask him about this be my guest, i'll give him your two-way number and you can talk to him about it! YOU DON'T HAVE ANY FUCKIN CLUE WHO I AM! I never said I was perfect, and I am actually far from it, but what I was saying is that i'm not going to be a part of that bull shit anymore! And I thought you didn't read my journal?? Nathan, i was trying to stay a part of your life because I thought that would be how you would want it, but fuck me for assuming. So nevermind, i'm done then too. No more phone calls, your off my buddy list and stop reading my journal, like you supposedly did a long time ago!

[babystar06]

There, outta my phone, off my buddy list, off my livejournal friend's list and outta my life! If that's how you want it...........you got it!

Well

[anonymous]

IT'S ABOUT FUCKING TIME!!! And jess just for the record i think you are the most REAL person i've ever met, and i have nothing but respect for you and all the things you've been through. ~ADRI~