Damn! I can't believe it's actully been a year since i've writtin in here. I don't even know where to start to recap the events of the last 367 days. So on that note i'm going to bed, stay tuned I have a hell of a story for you all.

So here is something I find entertaining yet interesting. I know I know, some of you see me with a situation like this and get scared. Don't worry I promise everything will be fine. However I have to ask myself a simple question, which is it? Is it you'd leave him for me if either of us put forth the effort, or is it that you believe i'm not over ( Read more... )

So a certain subject in my life has finally been put to rest and had become so much easier to deal with now. I finally talked to Jessie last week about most everything. I'll admit it was hard at first but it got easier as the night went on. I learned a little about her boyfriend, and how she says she's settling down now and everything else. The ( Read more... )

So it's been an interesting few days, weeks for that matter. Same old, same old, but some new twists. So last week Jessie and I kind of "hook up" if you will for a little fun after telling me i'm cut off because I can't handle it. She states that since I act all weird and shit she feels that she just can't continue on ANY form of relationship ( Read more... )

So i'm just supposed to take it as a joke? I have to tell you that I wasn't the only one in that car that didn't think you were joking. So that one is on you. You have to understand that I reacted to what I heard and things I felt and said are based off of that. If you cannot understand that then that is your problem. As I told you on the phone ( Read more... )

So I believe that now is a time that I must enter a phase that I hoped I would have have to enter. I feel as if i've been forced into a postion where I cannot care any longer or I will just be hurt again. This hurt would be entirely different and thank god my friends respect me more than she ever has. It's painful to learn on a car ride home from ( Read more... )

I have to keep telling myself that all she's going to do is make me stronger in the end. That by playing the games she does i'm only going to build up a higher tolerance to it and make it easier on myself to deal with it. I just wish I knew why it bothers me so much now? What can I expect though. I mean were takling about a 17 year old that I know ( Read more... )

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I've come to the realization that my life is just strange. I work strange hours, think strange things, and feel strange ways. As far I know i'm in love with someone who completly broke my heart, and still to this day has no desire what so ever to be with me. I mean what the fuck is wrong with me? I find it hard to even try and salvage anything with ( Read more... )

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