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Why?
Crying myself to sleep is never fun, especially when you don't understand why. I go from having such a fun time tonight, to trying to force back tears. Why? Hopefully one day something or someone will help me understand this more. Why do I feel this way, why do I care so much, why can't I just let her go, why can't I be happy with or without her in ( Read more... ) -
Almost Time
So as my 21st birthday nears, my life has taken an interesting yet refreshing twist. I've started my new job at Home Depot which I actully kind of enjoy. The money is good, and I feel like I have a real oppertunity to succeed and get ahead in the corporation. If I think my life is crazy now I can't even being to imagine what it's going to be like ( Read more... ) -
Crazy
Crazy week and weekend. I've been a bad Mister Nagy the last six or seven days. I can't say too much because i'm still trying to sort things out and find out what some people think and feel. Let's just say that I threw a kegger last night and some very interesting things happened. I feel like i'm going to be caught in the middle of a few people and ( Read more... ) -
Interesting Weekend
Well this weekend was rather interesting in a round about way. Friday I went over to my Mom's house and had dinner with everyone. The birds they have seem to love me. They are rather quite when i'm not around but when I arrive they start talking away. After dinner I learned that John is quite the cigar collector. Doesn't smoke cigars, but collects ( Read more... ) -
Life Goes On
So I had to do one of the hardest things I thought i'd never have to do today. I had to tell her that I wasn't going to call her anymore and that I don't know when i'm going to see her next. As hard as it was I was left with no other choice. She has "experienced" me and has now decided that she needs to "experience" other people to fullfill some of ( Read more... )
