I am so in love. I knew Id feel this way but only as best as I could imagine it. Now that shes here and I get to keep her and shes all mine...oh god, I am so...happy. I cant even begin to explain :D She had a rough first night once we got back home (and so did mommy ha!) but last night after I regained some strength and a brain, I decided to ( Read more... )

2 more days. 2 more days. 2 more days. 2 more days. 2 more days. 2 more days. 2 more days. 2 more days. 2 more days. 2 more days. 2 more days. 2 more days. 2 more days. 2 more days. 2 more days!!!

I am literally going insane. I cant wait any longer. Okay, only 2 more. But I feel like I wont make it! Ahhhh :P

Nick is driving me crazy. One day I love ( Read more... )

Went for the ultrasound; everything is looking good. I made them check to make sure she was still a girl LOL. I have seriously been having this terrible visions where I give birth and WAHHH, its a boy...
BUT...shes still a girl ;D
They estimated her to be 7lbs2oz! Which was a complete shock. I have been worried she would be huge -- merely because I ( Read more... )

Today was one of the best days of my life. I started talking to my best friend who I havent spoken to since March of last year. I missed her terribly. Im so happy she is back in my life. I cant begin to explain. Shes my kindred spirit ( Read more... )

I feel very sad today. I feel let down. I just want to feel fully like myself again. Maybe even a better Candice than I was before.

Last night, I went to sleep thinking I was going to see Nick today since he made plans with me yesterday. At 4AM when I woke up to use the bathroom I had 4 texts from him explaining how his best friend Bob had been ( Read more... )

I am 39w5d today. I am also accepting the fact that Tessa may not come until the 14th, at which point I will be 41 weeks exactly, when I have my induction scheduled at 4PM. We shall see! Even though tomorrow I will be 1 day away from my due date, I am so sure that nothing is going to happen (I can just FEEL my body letting me know nothing is going ( Read more... )

I know I just updated but I wanted to show you guys my belly from today! 39w4d :D

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I promised pictures. Pay attention to the wide nose (and the fat hand/fingers paha)!!! Im covering in the second one ;)

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Okay, its snowing pretty badly here; a good 5 inches and STILL snowing. My mom went to go walk the dogs about 10 minutes ago and then I looked out to see why she was taking so long (I honestly thought she slipped or something!) -- I look outside and shes cleaning off my car. I yell to her, "MA, WHAT ARE YOU DOING?!" "Cleaning your car". "I see that ( Read more... )

Guess what? I went to the doctor today and they MOVED MY DUE DATE (again) -- back to the ORIGINAL due date which is February 7th. See, when I switched hospitals the new hospital was like wellll, according to your ultrasound from the other hospital incidcates that your actual due date is the 14th, not the 7th. Then today the doctor (who is the only ( Read more... )