LEAVE NOW. If you're trying to re read moments of my life before meeting you.
Its creepy and offends me that you cant allow my past to add up to what is now.

you dont see me digging up your past crap?

I no longer use this account.

please add my new one

http://www.elegant-j.livejournal.com

something really bad happened today ( Read more... )

i have to move back to ridgecrest for now. i cannot stand living in this house any longer. i'm having trouble sleeping, and am afraid i wouldnt be able to afford anywhere else in simi right now, especially how money is at work. (making $50 on a saturday night is slave labor ( Read more... )

money is so short lately at work :( this time, for everyone, not by unfair advantages ( Read more... )

In other news, i began the slim fast diet on tuesday. i guess for variety and a challenge between jason and i.. if either of us can stick to it ( Read more... )

thank god it's not so cold today. i ended up choosing option 1; keep Bruno and make him a home in the back yard.unfortunately my landlady thinks he's not housebroken and thus is forbidden indoors. :( this part really sux ( Read more... )

what is it with people telling me 'let's hang out tomorrow' or 'let's hang out today' and then when i call them they NEVER ANSWER? but they're on the phone with everyone else when you do hang out. or they decide staying home with an abusive boyfriend or hanging out with someone with a drug problem and warrants out for them is more important than ( Read more... )

i just realized that i really miss my cats.

my land lady has used my dog as a reason to enforce more rules and get me in trouble all week. i feel like a little kid. are dogs just plain trouble?! and she has false proof of bruno doing this wrong, and that wrong, and when i call her out on it, she goes through this, 'i'm not trying to blame...and i know you're trying to defend...' routine ( Read more... )