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I must have had a total of five fights throughout the day with my mother. I felt like more of a parent today than a fifteen year old. I do not know what exactly it was that set her off, but all day I was getting the boot for it. And what angers me even more is that I work very hard at my studies to please my parents but to please myself more. And ( Read more... )

Okay...not much to update, but I have found a new way to help raise money for my brother and his girlfriend. Eventually I'll post my works here just in case anybody's interested.

Valentine's Day was marvelous, even though I didn't go anywhere, well if you count running to the store to buy cigarettes (no worries, not for me.) I was my brother's valentine! He said he didn't want any drama this day and he knew one girl who wouldn't ruin his valentine's day, and that was moi! Lindsay did end up coming over, almost wearing the ( Read more... )

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Every now and then, strange things start to happen. My little brother's toys start to go off in the middle of the night, sometimes all night. I hear things, I see just a glimpse of things brushing past me in the hallway, and I see faces when I close my eyes. My bedroom door kept opening when my mother and I knew fully well that I had shut it. The ( Read more... )

I'm really irritated with humankind right now, or maybe it's the girl sitting on my couch.

One hand holds a razor blade, the other a glass of alcohol...no time for love.

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Hello all my little darlings. I've been away for some time, but I need a place to rant and spill everything without be judged or having the wrong person get a hold of my thoughts. With that said, I felt I needed to get back in touch with the people I adore, because they always brighten my day. It seems every time I turn around I get slammed in the ( Read more... )