okay. i wear a wifebeater and so what if my bra happens to be showing a bit. that doesn`t mean i`m trying to come off as a skank to my fucking boyfriend of a YEAR. you know, some parents need to just enter our generation. lmao. my mom assumed alan`s hands were "in my shirt."

one last fuckin remark everyone. JOURNALING about what clothes and accessories you got and how many you got. well let`s just say it`s pretty obvious how much courtesy you don`t have for others. some people hardly ever get new clothes and for you to just rub it in their faces about your stupid ass clothes well you need to just fucking blow it out ( Read more... )

jackson was a hoot<33!!@` you know it. i was disappointed in the turnout of NO TAN MEN in sight. jesus me. although that Chris Burgess has some courtesy&amiability. i should have gotten him to tell me what Alan had said about me. i don`t know what i was thinking. i think i ate a little much today also. i think it was almost 6meals. i guess it`s ( Read more... )

ya`ll i got me a hot date tomorrow. with my bitch Cara. travelling down to Jackson for the weekend. you know how bisexual shit be ;P straight freakin it all night too. woo i`m already over here creamin. nah but she is taking me down there and all that so i can get me some digits from some tan men. if she isn`t lyin to me about them boys she saw. i` ( Read more... )

i find it hard to believe that it`s already April ;T in just three weeks it`ll be a year for Alan&myself. demented right there. i want to just .. talk to him. like that song by vanessa carlton.. i`d walk a thousand miles if i could just see you tonight. that`s how i`m starting to feel here. not rad.

George Lopez<3 on abc is one sexy puerto rican. ( Read more... )

when i was paying for my hair and all that shit, my mom got in my way so i pushed her out of the fucking way. harh. then i was like, "i`m hungry you know, and i don`t want your food tonight." so she got angered. i guess it`s beginning to be that time again of the month. Good God. when we got in the car she got real fucking mad and hit me cause she ( Read more... )

so uhh Jessica told me to journal. and here i am about to leave to get my hair altered a little. just a trim and some more layers. that type shit. by the way, is art school also college? cause i`m not going to college.. i`m going to art school. and people look at me funny that i`m not attending college AND THEN i tell them art school. Good God you ( Read more... )

i was just thinking about love. something i try extremely hard to think over. i hate getting bored and then love always has to come to mind. well, the issue is i feel that inside of me i have a strong and passionate yearning to feel loved&missed. i don`t feel missed by my babylove. i basically feel used. maybe this is temporary. maybe he`ll decide ( Read more... )

Spring Break is becoming almost vapid. and sucks some real fucking immense never-ending hairy dick when livejournal is being demented ;/ then everything online is just ..well... boring.

hmm. i was just glancing over my personal info page and uhhh i don`t have any male friends. that`s pretty sad. you know, i wish i had some male friends. girl ( Read more... )

april fools . april fools . april fools .

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