No one reads this anymore.  But I'm okay with that.  It's almost like a private journal.. but one that someone might find and wonder about.

Tonight was a good night. I have my first exam in a little over 15 hours and I've barely studied for it but I don't care.

God has shown me that it's not hard to mend a broken heart with His help.  What ( Read more... )

Well.  life is very different now.  New faces and new priorities.  I didn't think I'd be able to move forward so easily with a lot of things that I have moved on from now.  I'm very grateful for this now though.  Some things might come back to haunt me a little bit, but knowing that right now I have the strength to at least mostly forget them is ( Read more... )

I am exhausted.  I have this strange feeling that I will be up all night.

Well.   I miss my friends too much for words.  I've barely seen them since Christmas and every time I do see them I'm running out to go to work.  School and work are taking up ALL of my time and I hate it!

You were there for me the other night my dear.  I love you for that.  Thank you for listening and thank you for being you.  You are truly ( Read more... )

It's been a while.  So I'm going to update about my past month.

Christmas holidays were a nice break from school.  I worked a lot though and ended up getting sick a few days before Christmas itself.  Which was not cool.  I have finally just today diagnosed myself as healed.   New Years was amazing.  I didn't do much, but the break really made me ( Read more... )

why does there have to be two of you and your stupid memory

- your lips were mine to kiss,
  your hands were mine to hold,
  your eyes were mine to dream about
  your words, my secrets untold.-

Well.. everyone is a LJ slacker.  Every single one of you.  Including myself.

I'm trying very very hard to study right now. buuuuut.... I keep falling asleep.  Last night I slept, but the night before I didn't.  And apparently that was a bad decision.  I'm hoping that updating this will wake me up a little bit so that I can get something done.

I'm ( Read more... )

he thinks I'm beautiful =)

Well.  One year ago on this night I was having the time of my life.  You made everything so amazing, you know that?

Didn't you want to hear the sound of all the places we could go?
Do you fear the expressions on the faces we don't know?
It's a cold hard road when you wake up
and I don't think that I have the strength to let you go.

Maybe it's just me. ( Read more... )

I don't love you anymore, is all I remember you telling me
Never have I felt so cold
but I've no more blood to bleed, 
because my heart has been drained into the sea

Frick.