I think I have discovered one of the things that all people strive towards. Remembrance.  No one wants to be forgotten. And to be forgotten hurts.  It's depressing.  I think that deep down, each of us wish that we were that person who's personality and disposition is just so incredible that they leave a little bit of themselves with everyone they ( Read more... )

181/113. <- that is bad news.

you've gone back to her. <- also bad news.

I hate tonight.

I am currently at Sheeva's house avec Chelsey and May. It was a good solid day I must say. I had to babysit..and then Sheeva had called while I was gone, and so I called her back. Her and Chelsey were out, and so they came and got me and then we showed up randomly at May's house and got her. We laid outside burning. Not tanning, burning. Right now ( Read more... )

I am sick of a very large number of things. People being one of them. I haven't talked to any of my friends except for Lindsay in over a week. And frankly I'm getting pissed. Becuaswe i have tried to contact most of them. I never want to be in another relationship for as long as I live but I'm so lonely. So obviously that means that I'm ( Read more... )

I'm really not in the mood for updating.. haven't even been in the mood for writing in my real journal. Which I usually do at least once a day. But it's been about 2 weeks since I've actually written anything real in it. But I feel like I should write this past weekend in ( Read more... )

Well! I am off to camp!! in about 2 1/2 hours! woo hoo!!  Hopefully it will be a really good time..It should be. Lots of work to do though. The camp takes so much work to open in the spring plus we have a meeting for the planning of the staff training weekend on the long weekend in May.. soo it should be pretty jam packed with interesting things to ( Read more... )

You dug yourself into a hole this time darling. We both know it. But that's okay..because I don't have to deal with it. he's going to do it this time. And for some reason, I think that coming from his mouth, it will mean more to you than it will coming from mine..Even though I'm your best friend. It doesn't really make sense. But whatever. If ( Read more... )

I can't believe you made me trust you.

I'm finished. I'm DONE.

it is only proper that this be in some hyped up colour.

There.  That's better.

IT'S OFFICIAL!!!! I AM GOING TO BE AT BEACON FOR THE ENTIRE SUMMER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THE WHOLE THING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 10 WEEKS!!

I am so unbelievably excited.   Okay...who wants to write to me? Because snail mail will be my only communication with the ( Read more... )

Giving Up - Silverstein

I used to make the light shine for you,
The sun has left my sky.
Velvet walls surround my sorrows,
I've sacrificed my pride.

Giving up on me,
You're giving up on me
Giving up on me,
You're giving up on me.

I've laid myself to sleep tonight
I know you've played out everything in your mind.

And now you throw it all away,
A shattered ( Read more... )